One step closer just to get pushed further away
Why can’t he see what this is doing to me?
I’ve tried to stay strong day after day
The faith I had slowly faded
Nothing is left inside
I’ve been patient; oh God knows how I’ve waited
Nothing changes… it all remains the same
I know what I’ve put into this
But I’ll take the blame
He doesn’t want me close
That kills me inside
I said I’ll leave and BOOM he froze
He doesn’t want me close, he doesn’t want me far
I feel tossed around
How much more can I take with already being scarred
Maybe I really am that bad
Undeserving of love
Not worthy of having the heart of this man
I’ll leave him alone now
It seems better that way
Loneliness always finds a path somehow