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Night Moves by Robert Pope

Night Moves by Robert Pope

When I first realized what had happened, I was terrified. I felt strange and out of place. What would my friends and family say, if they knew? I mean, I was still in high school. Slowly, I began to enjoy the added strength I experienced, even the bulk through the chest and shoulders. I had a newfound confidence in my physical abilities, and this extended to the mental arena as well. I just felt better about myself, knowing what I could do. I felt less judgement from others—including my Pops, who used to take the belt to me. When I started crawling out my window on a full moon, I guess what I’m saying, it made me feel free.

It took me a few months before I relaxed enough to walk down the sidewalk at night or cross the street in my altered form, but I began to feel proud of my body. I didn’t care who saw me, and sometimes I wanted to be seen, even or especially if I scared people I passed. I didn’t have to growl or feint toward people with my fingers clawed to scare them either. They saw me, they flinched, or crossed to the other side of the street, and I enjoyed that. I could feel them shivering. I could hear my muscles singing, the blood coursing through my veins

If I said something simple, like, “Hey, now,” even very quietly, which had no effect once upon a time, people jumped out of their skins. I once said, “Hey there, baby,” to a woman, and she took off running, which gave me a real, genuine laugh. I actually had to stop and slap my knees. I had no intention of chasing her down, though I could have, easily, but she showed she was scared enough not to think rationally. I mean, a guy that looked like me could obviously grab her on the street and carry her off over my shoulder any time I wanted.

But I hadn’t done anything like that. Not yet! I was so young then. I guess you could say that I gained a lot going weir. I didn’t always like it, as I’ve sort of indicated before. I mean, when that thing saw me on my bicycle, heading home from a few hours of playing Dragon Bait in my friend Henry’s basement, I knew I had found the kind of trouble you don’t come back from, not easily. I thought, this is going to mean a few years of rehab. And I was not far from wrong about the trouble. This woman—it was a woman who bit me—came after me so fast I couldn’t think of changing gears, just pedaled like crazy.

Bang, I was on the ground, her face shoved in my shoulder and my neck. She had a huge head, and just one or the other could not accommodate her. I can’t tell you what it felt like when she sank her teeth and nails in me. I screamed so loud I couldn’t think straight, and then she flipped me and bit my right butt cheek so hard I peed myself, like immediately. I still have the bite marks. She rolled me over a few times, but I couldn’t see clearly because I lost my glasses in the initial attack. At the time, I thought she was playing with me. Now, I know she was.

There must have been something she liked about me even then because I heard her laughing in among her roars, and I knew she liked scaring me as badly as she did. I was like a pebble tossed in a huge ocean wave or something, and this woman-creature laughing and growling and spinning me. She took special pleasure in twisting and mangling my bike. I had this idiotic thought it would take me an hour to get home now, without my bike, but only because the pain hadn’t sunk in yet. I hadn’t had time to feel it until she loped off on all fours, then went to her legs, and I could still hear her laughter.

I know now she was a relatively new weir—she got off too much on her powers. You take an older weir, especially an Old One, the real thing, they don’t enjoy it the way she did. I understand how she felt, because though it took me a little while to feel good about it, I did, and still do, as a matter of fact. There is something awesome about taking a chomp out of someone so scared they wet their pants or worse. I mean, it’s hilarious. You have to experience it to appreciate it. At first, I was a bit squeamish, because I felt bad hurting someone I didn’t even know, but you start realizing that when you have seen one human being you have seen them all. It’s like a species change.

Some of the shoulder growth became permanent, and I have to believe I am several inches taller than before. I needed an all-new wardrobe. My Mom went with me when she saw I had gotten a late growth spurt—I was a junior in high school at the time. I used to dress in jeans, pullover shirt, and tennis shoes, but now I favored shiny shirts where I could leave a top button or two open. I got two pairs of leather pants, and one thing I noticed right away is that girls took a look at me now, some because I frightened them, some because they liked what they saw.

My long-term goal was to own a Harley, but at this early stage, I was digging on the speed of my legs, the ground I covered just walking. My stride was longer. The real change came the day I saw that weir that bit me, the last day of my human life. Don’t ask me how I recognized her, but I did, and was she glad to see me? She was a black-haired beauty with big dark eyes, and she had to be five or ten years older than me. “You are coming along nicely,” she said.

“And you,” I said, “are one foxy lady.” She threw back her head and laughed, and I could see her throat muscles working. I blew off school and went down to the river with her. By nightfall, once the moon came out, I had said a fond farewell to my virginity.

School and I parted ways. I never went back and no one complained. My mother worried, but she seemed relieved when I moved out of the house and into Vanessa’s basement apartment, which had padding everywhere, where we could flop when tired, play when required. We never went to the grocery store, like normal folks. We liked a balance of what we called fast food and slow food, by which we meant how long we took to eat it. If we got hangry, we’d go for fast food, or what we liked to call take-out, by which we meant something snatched off the street and brought in. Slow food was more fun, though we gauged this by our mood. We gauged everything by our mood.

Once I saw this young nerd on a bicycle, like me at one time, and we took our time. She liked the mangling of the bicycle, to terrify him if nothing else, and while she worked, I held him by the back of his shirt as he pumped his legs trying to run away. This caught her eye and distracted her so much she fell on the ground, pounding the earth with her fists and howling with laughter. Since I had him by the shirt, she took his ankles, and I slipped him down so I had his wrists, and we swung him like a jump rope, laughing ourselves sick. She had this inspiration to take off his pants, which was difficult for her in the state she was in, working his belt and all and laughing, and then we let him go, just to watch him run like that.

We got ourselves in such a hysterical state we worked up an appetite. By morning, we were home and groaning, our bellies distended, and a pile of bones in the middle of the living room! Good times. But I think we both knew this couldn’t go on forever. You see, neither of us had ever been one of the Old Ones, and we just couldn’t keep it up.

The weir started wearing off after a couple of years. We could see it happening. We enjoyed a few more wonderful nights together before we started going back to who and what we had been. My shoulders dwindled, and I lamented to see I had a little pot belly. She had gone to flab, not a lot, just by comparison, and we looked puny. Our clothes hung off us, and we had to invest in new get-ups, something suitable for the workplace once we had to eat the same way as everyone else.

But, you know, it all works out. We’ve been together over a decade now, and we still care for each other. We reminisce about the old times, when we could scare the piss out of anyone we met. We both decided it was time to get on now, so I passed the G.E.D. for the high school equivalency. She finished college and became a nurse. We took up a workout regimen, to stay in shape. It hurts too much to go to seed once you’ve gone weir.

But I swear, if either of us saw a weir again—which we haven’t, not for years—be it a new or Old One, we would love to be bitten all over again just to feel the rush, to hear the blood coursing our veins, to howl at the moon like it belonged to us. What I wouldn’t give to feel that once again, and she’s the same on that score. Though, I do have to admit we are doing all right for ourselves. We have a little house, and Mandy is preggers now, and we’re happy, by human standards.

It’s just that sometimes, when the moon is full, we can’t help but dream we are back where we were, two crazy kids who had the world by the tail, and the tail in our teeth.

Robert Pope has published a novel, Jack’s Universe, as well two collections of stories, Private Acts and Killers & Others (2020) and a chapbook of flash fiction, Shutterbug. He has also published stories in journals, including The Kenyon Review, Alaska Quarterly Review, and Fiction International, and anthologies, including Pushcart Prize and Dark Lane Anthology.

Rushing The Season by Sarah Henry

Rushing The Season by Sarah Henry

Last Halloween,

a man wearing

a Santa costume

came to my porch

for trick-or-treating.

He had a big pack

on his shoulder.

The timing of his

visit surprised me.

It wasn’t close to

the merry season.

Happy Halloween!”

I greeted him

and offered a bar

of dark chocolate.

Thanks!” he said.

He took down

the pack and put

the treat away.

Rummaging, he

located something.

It was a snow globe

with a winter scene.

“Here’s your gift,”

the Santa explained.

He handed over

the snow globe.

The glass piece

must have come

from a store where

Christmas creep

had begun.

“How nice!”

I said, then shook

the flakes inside.

He closed the pack.

I watched him

arrange it neatly

on his shoulder.

The Santa said,

“I must hurry

on to distribute

gifts at homes

while calling out,

‘Merry Christmas!

Happy New Year!’”

He seemed thrilled

by the idea.

“You’re too early,”

I said, protesting.

“Not for America,

the land of malls!”

he replied. “Here,

we deck the halls

with merchandize

all through October!”

It wasn’t even

Thanksgiving;

the Santa meant

to cancel fall.

Sarah Henry is retired from a major newspaper. Her poems have appeared in over a hundred journals, including Founders Favourites, Jalmurra, Open Door Magazine and Trouvaille Review. She lives and writes in a small Pennsylvania town.

Intruder In The Mist by John Grey

Intruder In The Mist by John Grey

Darkness holds up its mirror. My harsh reflection

Accentuates how much the parting day conceals,

But evening, for all its stone-blindness, reveals;

The true face within, malevolent complexion

Suspended in ebony, a dire confection

Of harpy, leech, demon, monster, the grim ordeals

Of knowing the beast that I really am. It seals

My soul for foulness, predation and infection.

Dank air, gathering mist, nothing to reassure

Potential prey, whose unwitting presence completes

My nefarious task, my trail interwoven

With bat-wing flicker, spider web and serpent spoor

As I haunt the coarse bedraggled moonless back streets

With evil’s night eye and a foot part-way cloven.

John Grey is an Australian poet, US resident, recently published in Sheepshead Review, Stand, Poetry Salzburg Review and Hollins Critic. Latest books, “Leaves On Pages” “Memory Outside The Head” and “Guest Of Myself” are available through Amazon. Work upcoming in Ellipsis, Blueline and International Poetry Review.

Tide Riddle by Frederick Livingston

Tide Riddle by Frederick Livingston

Question:

if the tide is lured by the moon

why does it rise

twice

each day

if the moon

only circles us once?

Answer:

moonlight stirs the water it illuminates

into aching tongue-hanging

lapping against its shore

Earth too    is not immune

tugs the tether of its orbit if only

to be a moment closer    to her glow

but why does the sea

on Earth’s moon-dark side    also rise

when Moon is at her furthest?

imagine tasting moonlight

then watching her slip behind Earth

how could that flavor    ever escape you?

as Earth leans moonward

the seafloor drops like a swallowed heart

and in these depths we see “rising”

and so    there is nowhere on Earth

you could go    where I

could ignore the pull of you

Frederick Livingston plants seeds, grounded in experiential education and sustainable agriculture. He hopes to grow poems, peace, mangos and avocados. His work has appeared in numerous literary and scientific journals, public parks, and bathroom stalls. His first poetry collection, “The Moon and Other Fruits” is expected in early 2023 from Legacy Book Press.

Dandelion Coffee by Frederick Livingston

Dandelion Coffee by Frederick Livingston

“Chinchin puipui” farm, Japan

What unsettled me most

was not the ubiquity of bead curtains,

the awkward hand-drawn dragons

crawling across walls

or the fuzzy pink toilet seat’s texture.

It was the way the clock menagerie

chimed separate senses of time

scattered throughout the hour.

Cuckoo chirps, then Charlie Brown

Christmas jingles, later grandfather

clock bellows on and on. Adrift in time

I lay my roots in wandering soil.

Laugh track wafts over empty playground

while child in idling van watches cartoons.

His mother and I pry our horihoris

(father stayed home getting stoned)

beside ragged rosettes liberating dandelions

from earth carefully as if each was a rare

and precious jewel. I too feel like a weed

sometimes, amenable to any bare ground

but feeling nowhere at home.

I wish someone would delight

in my common flowers

roast my roots, savor my bitter flavors.

Frederick Livingston plants seeds, grounded in experiential education and sustainable agriculture. He hopes to grow poems, peace, mangos and avocados. His work has appeared in numerous literary and scientific journals, public parks, and bathroom stalls. His first poetry collection, “The Moon and Other Fruits” is expected in early 2023 from Legacy Book Press.

Vindicated: A Lament by Anonymous

Vindicated: A Lament by Anonymous

I am a pretentious asshole, but I never craved this sensation

As I watch you gasp and prowl about your mind

Justifying your natural immunity between ragged breaths.

Vindication, for a self-righteous bitch like me, usually tastes sweet

But I wish I’d never known this flavor in my mouth,

This mouth that can still taste below the nose that can still smell.

I thought you’d remember the days you force fed me breakfast and understand

The words that tumbled from behind my mask wanted wellness for you

Instead you ingested the bitterness of this god forsaken January air.

I want to like the people I love

But right now I don’t even love myself

Because I never wanted to be this right.

Surface Tension by Laura Jeu

Surface Tension by Laura Jeu

“Tenacity looks good on you.”

Intended as an insult,

Uttered as a compliment,

The words of damnation

From my father’s lips fell:

Blood from a hunter’s teeth.

Characteristic I cannot shed,

Tenacity engulfs me.

Can I drown in fortitude?

Does courage saturate my lungs?

Tread along a little farther, child.

Suddenly upright, I feel the shore

Steady my faltering feet.

This new vantage I gain

Propels my body forward,

Suddenly separate

From the unseen current

Of patriarchal rip tides.

Balanced resilience dries on my skin,

Entrusting me with perpetual moxie

From an endlessly ebbing tide pool.

Laura Jeu lives in Pennsylvania with her dog, Scout. When not writing, she can be found trekking up and down mountains. Her gracious mom and considerate brothers provide helpful critiques, receiving the author’s chidings in return.

Three Tattoo Haiku by Laura Jeu

Three Tattoo Haiku by Laura Jeu

One

West Coast mountain range

Crawls across my neck and spine

Stabilizing home

Two

Red-crowned crane rises

From my arm to unify

The North and the South

Three

Appalachian range

Circled on my shoulder blade:

Weights of nostalgia

Laura Jeu lives in Pennsylvania with her dog, Scout. When not writing, she can be found trekking up and down mountains. Her gracious mom and considerate brothers provide helpful critiques, receiving the author’s chidings in return.

Wednesday Night by Holly Day

Wednesday Night by Holly Day

I’m washing  my daughter’s hair and she tells me there’s a boy

She likes in school, he’s nine years old, he says he doesn’t like her

He told her best friend he doesn’t like her, she’s upset now and I

Don’t know if I should laugh or cry. I carefully

Rinse the shampoo out of her hair and resist the urge

To wrap my arms around her tiny, bony chest and hold her

Like I did when she was tiny, she wants me to give her some sort of

Womanly, adult advice and I am not ready for this.

Holly Day’s writing has recently appeared in Analog SF, Earth’s Daughters, and Appalachian Journal, and her recent book publications include Music Composition for Dummies, The Tooth is the Largest Organ in the Human Body, and Bound in Ice. She teaches creative writing at The Loft Literary Center in Minneapolis and Hugo House in Seattle.

Out Of Reach by Holly Day

Out Of Reach by Holly Day

the hand comes down

and pushes me down

and reminds me

that the wings that keep

trying to break through my skin

are not

to be trusted, that wings

are not for me. I let the hand

tear out

the feathers, the sinew

the brave new appendages

that would allow me to fly away

let the hand carefully bind

my broken skin

my bloodied back

in bandages that keep

new feathers from sprouting,

new wings from unfurling

overnight.

Holly Day’s writing has recently appeared in Analog SF, Earth’s Daughters, and Appalachian Journal, and her recent book publications include Music Composition for Dummies, The Tooth is the Largest Organ in the Human Body, and Bound in Ice. She teaches creative writing at The Loft Literary Center in Minneapolis and Hugo House in Seattle.